Running Off The Road
By John R. Greenwood
I apologize if you arrived here looking for a car in the ditch. It's not my car that's stuck-it's me. It happens, and when it does it wreaks havoc. I don't know exactly how it happened this time but it did. I'd like to blame it on the chest cold I've been battling but I don't think that's the real problem. I think it has more to do with having more stuff going into my head than I can process. I run out of time and energy. Ultimately that results in running off the road. I get mired and the more I press the gas pedal the deeper the ditch gets. It happens to everyone and around the holidays it reaches epidemic proportions. The problem is how do you pull yourself out? I try to stay patient and wait it out. I keep the swivel in my neck oiled so I don't miss any signs along the way. Many times I will sit and stare at my bookshelf looking for a clue. Many of the books I enjoy run along the lines of personal reinvention. Today was no exception. One arm length away lay a tow truck ready to pull me back to where I belong. It was a book by Natalie Goldberg on writing memoir. The book is called Old Friend from Far Away and the page I opened up to had the answer right there. I will explain in more detail later. For now work awaits and so my mind is placed back on hold. Please be patient. It's what life is all about...
Natalie Goldberg was an inspiration to me years ago. I have a litlle story about Natalie. She was having an in-person interview in a Santa Fe Restaurant about six years ago. My son who was sitting near the interview didn't have a clue who she was. He just heard she was going to have a writers workshop. After the workshop he went up to her and said my mother is a writer -- could you give me some info on your classes. I laughed when he brought me the info -- I said you are so funny, you were talking to a real writer and you elevated me to her status? He laughed and so did I. I believe Natalie will throw a life raft to you for sure. -- barbara
ReplyDeleteI find that rest is needed - I'm not sure if it is "recharging" of the battery or just a time to focus on other things. The process of writing - the withdrawing a bit from daily life or the interaction with others - sometimes needs to be sets aside. After all, it is usually such "life" that we write about! :) Merry Christmas, John.
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